20110606

im made up of emotions. i smile. i cry.
when i hear a song.
when i think of you.
when i feel small.
when i listen to a song.
when i see a sentence.
when im with you.
when u don't know.
when im in love.
when im crazy.
when im happy.
when all things fall apart.
i cry n i laugh.
when u're holding on to me.
when i think of her.
when i think of him.
when i think of them.
when i feel like im nobody.
when i just go nuts for no reason.
when im walking alone.
when im secretly broken inside.
when i think too much. maybe
when i suck.
when im bathing.
when im driving.
when i feel empty.
when enough is not enough.
when change is changing.
when im not me.
and u're not u..
it makes me smile n cry inside.
cause im wrapped up in emotions,
i cry n i smile...

20110605

sometimes i wonder. u look at me 24 / 7 . and u take a glimpse of that special someone long time ago. does it trigger ur senses? well it sure made me feel something when u turned ur head around searching for her among the crowd. ur hand loosen a bit in mine. and again i feel so small. when u lose it, u yell n shout, like a kid with broken toys, i feel so small again n again... when i remembered u said u like me for being xiao shun, i think again... yeah . sometimes, i just have to stay quiet.
 cause im the little shining star beside the brightest roundest moon in the sky ....
always will be . <3

20110530

sleeping irregularly makes my mood soooo bad ...
and u didnt turn it around, u made it worse.
PROPORTION PROPORTION PROPORTION! it kills me!!!
i just cant do it right! i feel like tearing off my work everytime i see another distorted face! that's how frustated i am! it's the 4th sem, n i cant draw a proportionate human face.... i feel so useless. i dont have any layout pad to draw anymore.. i cant proceed my homework... im stuck and u cnt sense a thing. i cnt seem to control my anger n emoness...u just dont know how small i feel when im around all of you. my typo looks like a kindergarten work.... maybe i just suck n i have to accept that truth.

婆婆说 zomok你将黑? 难看到半死
im sorry im not good enuf in many aspects , im not fair enuf to have those legs every guy will look at when im walking accross the street.

IM JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH!!!!!

20110529

我保护你 谁来保护我 
wo xiang xie zi.

1. 我不做作 所以人家会讨厌我


2. =T craving for surprises .....


3. 很努力的在接受‘每个有老婆有女朋友的男人都会看random女子的腿身材然后跟他另一半说:他的腿很美咯 你看他的裙很短 性感咯’这个事实.......


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