im made up of emotions. i smile. i cry.
when i hear a song.
when i think of you.
when i feel small.
when i listen to a song.
when i see a sentence.
when im with you.
when u don't know.
when im in love.
when im crazy.
when im happy.
when all things fall apart.
i cry n i laugh.
when u're holding on to me.
when i think of her.
when i think of him.
when i think of them.
when i feel like im nobody.
when i just go nuts for no reason.
when im walking alone.
when im secretly broken inside.
when i think too much. maybe
when i suck.
when im bathing.
when im driving.
when i feel empty.
when enough is not enough.
when change is changing.
when im not me.
and u're not u..
it makes me smile n cry inside.
cause im wrapped up in emotions,
i cry n i smile...

sometimes i wonder. u look at me 24 / 7 . and u take a glimpse of that special someone long time ago. does it trigger ur senses? well it sure made me feel something when u turned ur head around searching for her among the crowd. ur hand loosen a bit in mine. and again i feel so small. when u lose it, u yell n shout, like a kid with broken toys, i feel so small again n again... when i remembered u said u like me for being xiao shun, i think again... yeah . sometimes, i just have to stay quiet.
 cause im the little shining star beside the brightest roundest moon in the sky ....
always will be . <3

sleeping irregularly makes my mood soooo bad ...
and u didnt turn it around, u made it worse.
PROPORTION PROPORTION PROPORTION! it kills me!!!
i just cant do it right! i feel like tearing off my work everytime i see another distorted face! that's how frustated i am! it's the 4th sem, n i cant draw a proportionate human face.... i feel so useless. i dont have any layout pad to draw anymore.. i cant proceed my homework... im stuck and u cnt sense a thing. i cnt seem to control my anger n emoness...u just dont know how small i feel when im around all of you. my typo looks like a kindergarten work.... maybe i just suck n i have to accept that truth.

婆婆说 zomok你将黑? 难看到半死
im sorry im not good enuf in many aspects , im not fair enuf to have those legs every guy will look at when im walking accross the street.

IM JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH!!!!!

我保护你 谁来保护我 

wo xiang xie zi.

1. 我不做作 所以人家会讨厌我


2. =T craving for surprises .....


3. 很努力的在接受‘每个有老婆有女朋友的男人都会看random女子的腿身材然后跟他另一半说:他的腿很美咯 你看他的裙很短 性感咯’这个事实.......


4.?uoylliwlaicepsleefemekam

 im all alone , so i guess im

having fun with typo tonight =.=

y a y . . . . . 

i need a model!!!!

在这寂寞的夜里 突然很想拥抱你 :(

something different. imperfection
by hui921218

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during this sem break , although i didnt work n earn any money, i didnt regret at all. 

this month, i earned a lot,

1. i spent time with my xiaoxiao more :3

she trust me now, and the fact that i coulod cuddle her n hold her in my arms makes me feel that the bond between us has grew stronger, and when i pet her lil nose with my finger, she responses, pushing it against my finger:)

2.he got to spend time with my friends, i got to spend time with him, and i got to spend more time with my friends, makes me feel happy , hee!

3.and this mothers day, mum n i watched water for elephants! I swear Ill watch it again!!!!!!

mum cried.. i wouldve cried if i was watching with him, but when im with her, i just feel like i was suppose to be strong , cuz im always the girl who doesnt cry watching movies just like my dad since i was little.

and i hope i made my mum happy, she planned to laminate it :D

i wanna show her something i learned from the one

hope she likes it 

i love you mum, forever n for always  :))

灵感是很突然的东西

:)

extra large photos because they're extra special to me

heeheeheee!!!

 =))

hello, im cool! :>

let's run 

如果我们很有钱

如果我们不用做工

如果我们永远没有病   没有痛

天天躺在白白的沙滩 晒晒太阳 被浪打打

会过得很好吗?

简单就好 

我要我们 有工作 有钱赚

有得吃 有得玩

简单就好

谢谢你 

natural models .

happy to make my friends feel n look good! ya!

ni hen ta qi shi hen xiang, zhi shi ta de house bu shi home ... 

....

Phil Collins You’ll Be In My Heart
For one so small, 
You seem so strong

My arms will hold you 
Keep you safe and warm 
This bond between us 
Can't be broken 
I will be here 
Don't you cry 

歌词太完美 太多感触
一首简单的歌 却那么不简单

我太单纯以为很多事情会永久

3hrs+ regret putting her name there. 

yor 做女子唯一最麻烦的就是 

在某个时候

想做运动又不行           想冲凉却又想省钱         想喝多一点水又不想一直上厕所、

如果男人每个月会来月经多么好

有些事情 就是不能假装不在意
看了多少次 心就酸几次
你带上什么面具    别人认为这就是真正的你




乖乖地  静静地
啃下去 啃啃啃

Happy is the home with at least one cat :]

have been spending lots of time with her recently, 

to me... she's family, not a pet

:)

我是骄傲的猫咪

高高在上

YO! photomerge-ing is fun ! yoohoo!

this one is produced using 9 photos! whaite fat cat under basin! ngahaha! =P

off to bed =D

有些朋友我又爱又恨 又爱 很想念

不要那么快世界末日

我要我们一起赚钱 我要我们有一个家 我要我们出人头地 

我要我们闯世界 我要我们一起吃夜宵 我要我能在你身边照顾你

我要我们在一起

最近天气热要多喝水

sometimes, just sometimes...
i just wish those words were written by you.
those encouraging words , those which touched my heart..
it's so quiet and it's impossible cause sometimes you just know and do nothing cause you know im always like that. and you got used to it. just sometimes...

It's a quarter after one

I'm all alone

And I need you now

自卑 

你有没有在一瞬间突然觉得自己什么都不是

觉得自己很渺小 看看别人再看回自己 发现自己什么都不是

人家拼命再把自己推荐出去 把自己卖出去

而看看我这副样子 

绑一个小小马尾 应该是扫把 黄黄的大脸平平的洗衣板 

再抬头看看和我擦肩而过的女生 

头发直直长长 皮肤白白 脚瘦瘦长长 身材好到不像样 

有些人看到黑色的猫会打它踢它 

看到白猫就疼她摸他

陌生人

你又会把我看成什么猫?

):

我就是将普通     就这么普通    但当你把我放大来看   你会发现到原来我还是有美的地方

feelings like this .

 i had beautiful photos with me, 

it's just that i didn't make time to appreciate them , to make them better.

i just realized .... i just did. and i love em

did this for ojio, but duno y cnt load up to facebook ): oh well....

s t u c k . s t u c k . s t u c k 

final project. ahhh ahhh ahhh. . . . 

NEON 

neon colors make me high! looks like 1 of rihanna's MV =.=

crazy over colors! neon neon!!

just for that moment. JUST that 8pm

today as i grabbed a stool and sat beside the road of my grandmas home all alone, to escape from all the unwanted blahh : sounds, heat , moths, cat, people, lights etc around me. 8pm. it was cold as the wind blew towards me i was in my jersey n boxers and i relaxed and imagined.. about.. stuff ... yeah stuff..  i was actually comfortable being alone.perhaps it would be perfect if he was with me. maybe some would think im crazy, but i enjoy being different, i enjoy staying away from assignments people pets neighbors tv ... everything. i imagined myself creating a simple work based on other people's story. just a short sentence , just a scene... my cousin wondered what would be her last thought if 2012 is true.... My Last Thought Would Be You... a simple line, six simple words, i imagined... and i visualized that image in my mind :
     A dark room, a boy and a girl, lying under the curtains beside the window as light peeked through, imagining them ... in their space, in their world, in the dark lonely night they have each other. they have everything...


they have nothing but they hold on to everything cause they're holding on to each other .

ello, it's earth hour yo!

im stuck with my final project and my photoshop hangs suddenly , saved nothing , laptop not able to shutdown, ahh, pls dont happen again. 

to someone : pls dont ungkitkan n years ago eh 往事 pls. kamxia.

stomachache now aha! 

what makes an artwork good (just ... good ) to me, it's the feeling of it. not how good the technique used or the colours u apply, but it's the feeling you get after producing it. 

& although the outline is terrible, the whole thing is just rough and untidy, and that guy's leg looks ... weird..

but overall Im Happy (:

n to me that's the feeling we should have when we produce and artwork .

It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

words cant express my love for u guys! 

HUGGGGGSSS!!!!

JIT SIN CADETS IS THE BEST!