sleeping irregularly makes my mood soooo bad ...
and u didnt turn it around, u made it worse.
PROPORTION PROPORTION PROPORTION! it kills me!!!
i just cant do it right! i feel like tearing off my work everytime i see another distorted face! that's how frustated i am! it's the 4th sem, n i cant draw a proportionate human face.... i feel so useless. i dont have any layout pad to draw anymore.. i cant proceed my homework... im stuck and u cnt sense a thing. i cnt seem to control my anger n emoness...u just dont know how small i feel when im around all of you. my typo looks like a kindergarten work.... maybe i just suck n i have to accept that truth.
婆婆说 zomok你将黑? 难看到半死
im sorry im not good enuf in many aspects , im not fair enuf to have those legs every guy will look at when im walking accross the street.
IM JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH!!!!!
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during this sem break , although i didnt work n earn any money, i didnt regret at all.
this month, i earned a lot,
1. i spent time with my xiaoxiao more :3
she trust me now, and the fact that i coulod cuddle her n hold her in my arms makes me feel that the bond between us has grew stronger, and when i pet her lil nose with my finger, she responses, pushing it against my finger:)
2.he got to spend time with my friends, i got to spend time with him, and i got to spend more time with my friends, makes me feel happy , hee!
3.and this mothers day, mum n i watched water for elephants! I swear Ill watch it again!!!!!!
mum cried.. i wouldve cried if i was watching with him, but when im with her, i just feel like i was suppose to be strong , cuz im always the girl who doesnt cry watching movies just like my dad since i was little.
and i hope i made my mum happy, she planned to laminate it :D
i wanna show her something i learned from the one
hope she likes it
i love you mum, forever n for always :))
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