20110224

we switched personalities.
you became me, i became you.
we're in each others shoes now.
jing gu bang.
im quiet.

20110215

feelings like this .

everytime i walk out from that place, i feel pain and sadness
the only thing that would make me happy from now onwards is to walk out from that cold place with her hands in mine.
everytime i walk into the lift by myself, my heart sinks and tears flood my small eyes.
everytime i walk into that place, i try to convince myself DO NOT FROWN.
because if she knows that im sad and torn apart, she'll cry and think that it's her fault.
everytime i walk out from that place, almst everytime, 3 times in a row. it rained.
everytime i drive alone, i increase the volume of my radio, just to convince myself : cry as loud as you can , nobody knows.
everytime i drive alone, those feelings rush up my head, i cant control myself from crying, and once i saw an uncle by the road, staring at me like im a weirdo .

dont ask me why i drive over to penang and go out with my friends and drive around buying stuff for my project.
i do that because im like my mum, when she's not well, she still wants to finish her work because that's her responsibility, im like her, responsible. so please.... dont question me, because that'll hurt me, that'll make me feel bad. im here in his place because i want a shoulder to cry on, just like what every girl needs when she's not okay. please dont question me.

im sad , im feel pain inside me.
Ill recover when she rocovers.....

20110207

some people just dont understand and could not accept the fact of reality , so what if you're picture taken is ugly. that's you right? you have to accept the truth. you come accusing me of posting inappropriate photos . i just cant accept the level of ur UNKAIFANGNESS. it's what everyone see, it's what you and I can see. I didnt do it on purpose. please lahh, sometimes people take photos of you looking nice, then you just wanna show the whole world that photo, when the photo is taken very naturally (without any nice angles and with you not faking infront of the camera) you get angry. please . get a life. I have a bunch of photos of you (face looking like the surface of the moon, double chin, big ass big boobs, scratching your hair, fat arms, sleepy eyes ETC) , why dont you THANK me for not posting them? please. seriously , get a life.

ps. i whitened your face using photoshop , and I wont tell you that you look horrible in the original photo cuz I treat you as my friend.

sporting yi dian lah ni, wo jie shou bu dao ni de xiao dong zuo!!!!

20110205

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